Failure?

Today was the worst day ever. I totally wasted my time and took that test and now I learned my lesson and hopefully I know what I'm doing next time. I totally know nothin. I just saw that test and guess completely! I know the smart ones know what their doing. They had nothing to worry about. Seriously. When it comes to the essay I b****** the first one maybe the second one but definitely not the third one. I want to cry but I couldn't because I know that won't help me and nothing will change the fact that I'm close to being a e.f. T_T Anyways, that's all for now and I have to get back to work.

PArt 2
Today I don't know what to do. Yesterday was bad enough and now I'm...........well of course I SHOULD START MY STUDYING NOW but........I don't want to. I mean I suck anyways.....I'm very pessimistic. I shouldn't give up like this.

Bad Day

Today was a bad day. At first it was starting well and alright. But when it comes to my geometry quiz....nahhh....I thought I was doing okay....well I did panic....so it's a no. My friend was telling me the answer but I couldn't hear it-.- I was hoping L would say it again but L didn't. After I reviewed the the quiz with him I probably.....fail it. I don't know and I hope not but for sure I am really scare right now. I kept complaining and making faces sad faces:( When L put his hand on my face and said "Pshhh. You failed it." I was about to cry after that. I was overconfident on the quiz and kept on studying for Chem. I hate today for real. I know it just a quiz but I CARE a lot about my grades. I was overconfident my times but I never learned my lesson. This proves that I'm a failure -.- right?

Ironcially, my blog title is "Out of difficulties, makes miracle." O.O OMG I JUST REALIZED I spell difficulties wrong ;P typo Anyways,if my quote is optimistic, then I shouldn't let myself getting beat like that right? I want to give up but I also don't want to because it's the end of the world. People have choices, better choices and I believe there is one but also I don't believe there is...........I wish not to realize and that makes me like a A******.....



I just hope that everything would be alright.

-Alice