Failure?

Today was the worst day ever. I totally wasted my time and took that test and now I learned my lesson and hopefully I know what I'm doing next time. I totally know nothin. I just saw that test and guess completely! I know the smart ones know what their doing. They had nothing to worry about. Seriously. When it comes to the essay I b****** the first one maybe the second one but definitely not the third one. I want to cry but I couldn't because I know that won't help me and nothing will change the fact that I'm close to being a e.f. T_T Anyways, that's all for now and I have to get back to work.

PArt 2
Today I don't know what to do. Yesterday was bad enough and now I'm...........well of course I SHOULD START MY STUDYING NOW but........I don't want to. I mean I suck anyways.....I'm very pessimistic. I shouldn't give up like this.